Thursday, January 30, 2014

Celebrate good times, come on! Yahoo! This is your celebration!

Ok is anyone else now singing this song in their head to the tune of Ross from Friends playing his bag pipes with Phoebe in the background singing along to it? Haha it made me giggle.

Please forgive me once again for not blogging for so long. Last month I was too busy toasting and celebrating the holiday season with friends and family. Then my boyfriend and I went to Las Vegas for New Years Eve and I went “hog wild” when I was unleashed on the first mall I found. God love the Macy’s fitting room attendant for looking past the 100+ items I took into the change room with me at one time. It was a bad case of loosing 90lbs and not knowing where in the heck to start in the “regular” sizes section. Dear god I can still remember the feeling I had when I walked into that Macy’s and I was looking at the plus sizes section and I was like OMG I can’t fit into any of this stuff!! What will I do?! Oh ya, go to the regular section. I said to my boyfriend please just bare with me while I look at this cute top, “OMG! Another cute top!” “OMG! Look at these skinny jeans!” “OMG! And these super cute boots to go with those skinny jeans!”

Needless to say I was in pure heaven. I’m pretty sure my boyfriend was beginning to think to himself, dear lord please don’t let this be her regular spending habit. Well I can assure him a little that it was an occasion type thing but when you loose 100lbs, which is now what I am celebrating, it’s really hard to walk past that cute top, skinny pair of jeans and boots. They never used to fit like they do now and it’s one of the greatest feelings!

So another reason for the delay I couldn’t bring myself to post it the blog I had written just after New Years. I was not 100% happy with my progress. I should re-phrase that I was happy with it but then I thought I should have been loosing more. I really would have liked to have had my 100lbs gone by December 31st but it just wasn’t in the cards for me. I was at a major plateau and I also can’t sugar coat it and say the holidays were a breeze or that I followed all the rules. "Protein first" or "sip water all day". Heck no! It was crab dip first and it wasn't water I was sippin' on either. Honestly who can't say they didn't toast a few cocktails and have a few too many chips with dip. I’m no saint that’s for sure, but I still knew what my goal was and I never once forgot it.

With a new year comes a new year’s resolution. 2013 was not without it’s hardships and when I think back to how it started and how I felt during that time, 100lbs heavier I can't believe how far i've come.  All I remember now is the happiness I felt after that day on April 16th when I had my surgery. Since then I have had a new outlook on life. I thought to myself what kind of New Years Resolutions would I have for 2014? I have already accomplished so much. I knew one was my 100lbs goal. But then I thought to myself I have always had to have these major resolutions that were always unreachable. I always needed to loose more than a few pounds or get more active than just get a little more active. I always had huge resolutions because my life and body needed a major overhaul. Since I am well past my “major overhaul” and am now a little over 1/3 of the girl I used to be I am going to focus on the little things in life. Getting a little more active. Maintaining a healthy lifestyle. Just little things I can do to sustain all that I have accomplished. I feel like I would like to loose 20-30lbs and if it takes me the whole year to get there, so be it. If not well that’s great to! I am going to be just sitting back in 2014 and enjoying all the little things I never did before and of course go on a few more new adventures.


Celebrating my 100lbs goal yesterday was a feeling I can’t explain. I felt proud of myself before and I felt so good but there’s something to be said for that feeling when you get to that one major goal you have been waiting for your whole life. 100lbs! I never thought I would see it and I know I’ve said that at every major milestone along the way but 100 just literally blows my mind.

I hope this New Year has started out great for all of you and you maybe have already achieved some goals or resolutions or maybe jyou ust started putting them into action. Whether you have a goal or are just sitting back enjoying life I want to thank you all again for supporting me in my journey that is still ongoing. Thank you for your wonderful and uplifting messages and comments. I truly appreciate all the feedback I get from you all and wish you a year full of happiness, laughter and a little glitter.


Hugs & Glitter,

 

Chanty

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